# From today on, let go of arrogance and impatience! In ancient times, the three surnames of slaves gradually became haggard and cursed in resentment: I have been harmed by alcohol and lust, and I have become so haggard. From today on, I will quit drinking! Now, Aya suddenly resents and swears: I haven't updated my blog for 8 months, I deserve to die. I can't be anxious and decadent anymore. From today on, I will strengthen my own energy and start outputting. # Reflection 8 months ago, my personal energy was stable and my mentality was calm. I wrote a few reflections after reading and started to think. It was the beginning of learning and growth. But later, I was eager to get rid of the job I didn't like, and I was ready to seek a better one. I was restless and couldn't focus on work. After work, I looked for opportunities. My state of mind was not right, and I neglected my personal growth. Now I slowly realize that I fell into the trap of being impatient for success. I carefully review and organize the past 8 months, and have the following insights: ``` 1. Investing in oneself is the most worthwhile. 2. Always maintain a stable mentality. Emotional fluctuations can easily lead to misjudgment and fall into traps. 3. If it's not a job you love, working is just to quickly redeem yourself from the brothel, not to work hard to become the top. 4. Think slowly, act quickly. 5. The stronger the energy, the stronger the action. Success is just waiting for you to discover the path. 6. Impatience for quick success and instant benefits is not advisable, similar to a gambler. ``` # Goals 1. Focus on personal health and growth. 2. Output at least one reflective blog post per week for continuous growth. 3. Read at least one book per month. 4. Improve coding skills. Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered some passages from the classic Buddhist scriptures that I had read superficially. Without attachment, there is no fear. Stay away from delusional dreams and seek ultimate nirvana - "Heart Sutra" Perhaps the widely accepted interpretation is not a spiritual interpretation. When I personally interpret it and find it quite fitting with my experience, everything arises from human nature. I borrow the scripture to warn myself to constantly reflect on human nature.

From today on, let go of arrogance and impatience!#

In ancient times, the three surnames of slaves gradually became haggard and cursed in resentment: I have been harmed by alcohol and lust, and I have become so haggard. From today on, I will quit drinking!

Now, Aya suddenly resents and swears: I haven't updated my blog for 8 months, I deserve to die. I can't be anxious and decadent anymore. From today on, I will strengthen my own energy and start outputting.

Reflection#

8 months ago, my personal energy was stable and my mentality was calm. I wrote a few reflections after reading and started to think. It was the beginning of learning and growth. But later, I was eager to get rid of the job I didn't like, and I was ready to seek a better one. I was restless and couldn't focus on work. After work, I looked for opportunities. My state of mind was not right, and I neglected my personal growth.

Now I slowly realize that I fell into the trap of being impatient for success. I carefully review and organize the past 8 months, and have the following insights:

1. Investing in oneself is the most worthwhile.
2. Always maintain a stable mentality. Emotional fluctuations can easily lead to misjudgment and fall into traps.
3. If it's not a job you love, working is just to quickly redeem yourself from the brothel, not to work hard to become the top.
4. Think slowly, act quickly.
5. The stronger the energy, the stronger the action. Success is just waiting for you to discover the path.
6. Impatience for quick success and instant benefits is not advisable, similar to a gambler.

Goals#

Focus on personal health and growth.
Output at least one reflective blog post per week for continuous growth.
Read at least one book per month.
Improve coding skills.

Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered some passages from the classic Buddhist scriptures that I had read superficially.

Without attachment, there is no fear. Stay away from delusional dreams and seek ultimate nirvana - "Heart Sutra"

Perhaps the widely accepted interpretation is not a spiritual interpretation. When I personally interpret it and find it quite fitting with my experience, everything arises from human nature. I borrow the scripture to warn myself to constantly reflect on human nature.